Monday, March 31, 2008

Do I Dare to Let Hope Flicker?

In the continuing saga of our yearling filly who needed joint surgery last December, and who didn't get a great prognosis for soundness after it was over, here's what's up with Tiffany.

She's gone from total stall rest, to being allowed out into a small run, to finally being allowed to have full turnout. Naturally, she's run, bucked, squealed, and carried on the way you'd expect a yearling to carry on after months of being confined. And naturally, I have held my breath and scrutinized her every move for signs of lameness.

And...I haven't seen any. She moves normally at all gaits. At least so far.

This, I realize, is a long way from being sound under saddle, and from having anything that resembles an athletic career. But it's way more success than I was given reason to hope for, so for now, I'll gladly take it.

Tiffany as a foalTiffany's been "my girl" ever since she fell asleep in my lap shortly after birth. I want so badly for her to have a comfortable, pain-free life. I also know that hope can sometimes be a cruel visitor, dumping you hard when its light goes back out.

For now, I guess I'll just warm myself over its little flame. And keep taking things one day at a time.

7 Comments:

At Tue Apr 01, 10:16:00 PM EDT, Blogger Callie said...

Cool, Here's hoping she stays sound and healthy!

 
At Wed Apr 02, 07:07:00 AM EDT, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I sure hope so sweetheart

 
At Wed Apr 02, 10:40:00 AM EDT, Blogger Juli Thorson said...

Hard to believe that the little bay filly in the photo is now a beautiful shade of steel gray!

 
At Wed Apr 02, 11:29:00 AM EDT, Blogger Heidi the Hick said...

I can relate. Our 7 year old Appaloosa mare had a cracked hind leg as a yearling. We'll never know how it happened. She was so good for the vets, who came out to examine her and x ray her. We'd already fallen totally for her, but the way she handled all the poking, and her sweet attitude, made us even more fond of her.

We had to make a decision about what to do with her. It wasn't something that could be treated, since it was so close to her fetlock. Our only real option was to put her on stall rest and wait.

long story short- we waited it out. The next x ray said the crack was healed, but will likely be arthritic in the future. The vet couldn't promise she'd be sound. But, she's taken maybe two wonky steps since then.

She was never intended to be a barrel horse or endurance horse, just a nice little trail horse for our kids. She's doing great!

Our decision to keep her meant keeping her for LIFE- we can never sell her because the next owner, no matter how much we warn them, might not understand that she comes with restrictions.

Also, we realize that some day she might be in pain, and then we'll have to put her down rather than make her suffer. We never want her to suffer for our selfishness!

I normally wouldn't advise people to take on a lame horse, but we think she's special, and totally worth it.

Sounds like your little lady is too.

I know how fickle hope can be. I'm realistic, but I never want to let that hope go! I wish you all the best with your filly!

 
At Wed Apr 02, 01:00:00 PM EDT, Blogger Juli Thorson said...

Heidi,
Thank you for your lovely post, and best wishes to you with yiour own hard-luck horse.

 
At Thu Apr 03, 05:09:00 PM EDT, Anonymous Cathy said...

Cool, Juli.
Stay hopeful!
My saga has been interesting: a mare who has been incorrectly diagnosed by veterinarians, university veterinary teaching hospitals, literally a cast of 1,000s. A doc at a university hospital said she should be euthanized because she was so "neurologic".
Two weeks ago--a little over a year after all this started--I got a diagnosis.
very observant vet looked at her for 2 minutes, muttered "pelvis", palpated her, felt a fractured pelvis, and confirmed by ultrasound.
He looked at the videos I'd taken since the injury, and showed me the "pain" responses that so many had mistaken for "neurologic."
Prognosis: excellent.
Money wasted: $10K
Legal action: moving forward
An accurate diagnosis and recovery: priceless

Cathy

 
At Thu Apr 03, 06:59:00 PM EDT, Blogger Juli Thorson said...

Wow, Cathy, that's quite the story. Good wishes for a continued happy ending for the horse.

Another reminder of why I should have named our filly No Absolutes--instead of The Perfect Option!

 

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